Healing Generals

I’ve been following Todd Bentley for the past two weeks on Periscope. He is on a journey of learning about the Generals of healing in the 1940’s and 1950’s, an era that I’ve felt a connection to for years. I love the interaction of people during the 40’s due to WWII. Studying AA Allen, William Braham and others seems natural to me on this journey.

In connecting the past with the present of what I am learning about frequencies in music and in God’s creation is opening a new avenue to healing.

We have to walk out our healings.

In the past two weeks, I’ve been healed of two of my minors as I call them as they were the issues that required more than pills to comfort me. I had to change my diet as well.

How do I know I’m healed? Because I’ve eaten literally crap all week and none of the issues have developed! Granted I am not going to eat like this always but this week I had things that I needed to do to keep up with my house schedule. I will get back to eating my 80/20 Paleo this week.

My point in this is I have to walk this out, meaning I need to eat healthily but if I mess up it’s not going to put me out for three days. Being overweight doesn’t help my issue either.

I have been using the Menoblend from Freedom Flowers and have noticed a difference as well.

In the next few weeks, I’ll be purchasing one of Del Hungerford’s cd to download in my music library.

This journey is going to be exciting to see where God leads me!!!!

Guest blogging

I’m sharing the link to a post of a friend who is studying the 432 frequencies more Indepth
It’s a great study and I may have to watch the video more often to get an understanding of the 432 frequency.


This is the video:

Healing oil website

Here’s a website to pursue on healing oils.


I use A combination of olive oil and coconut oil as a carrier to making healing balms from various plants that have healing qualities in them. I love making one with peppers that has capsaicin in them, the hotter the pepper the more capsaicin. I have Friends who swear by them as myself.

Flower Essence

Part of my journey and if you go to abiggermess.blgspot.com you will see some of what I’ve been doing with plants and using Olive oil and coconut oil as carriers.

I ordered Menoblend from Freedom Flowers (www.Freedom-flowers.com) and have noticed a difference in the last few days.

I’m understanding that water is a carrier and we use it for coffees and teas. I dry herbs for various teas  for healing of migraines and for sleep.

What Freedom Flowers does is not just make her drops from the essences of the flower but shares how that flower was designed to heal when God created us.

Because of sin our bodies that were aligned to follow after the heart of God where invaded with toxins that are destroying our temples. Isn’t t like God after the fall of Satan that when He restored the earth He would give us the means to heal ourselves as well?  He desires us and wants us to draw near to Him. He wants our temples to align to Hs purpose.

Check out Seneca’s book “Flower Power.” It will show you how much our God loves us and has designed nature to work for our good.

Healing frequency websites

As a believer in Christ I will not post something that doesn’t agree with the Word of God.

God was the first to create music for healing and the various frequencies that He put into nature.

Therefore when questioning why I post something that looks contrary to what God’s word says, I just remember that He created it first.

Some cultures or religions will use nature and galaxies as their focus. I myself am just amazed at God creativity and how He delights in us to put things together for our enjoyment.

So enjoy the websites I add here and seek God’s heart beat in what He created, not in what others have tried to take credit for.


This describes the six frequencies of God’s healing:

Healing Frequencies

God is moving me in a new direction in what He’s been teaching me on healing.

I am more dabbling at playing the guitar at the moment but learning of a new frequency of playing music in an A=432 frequency. I post the link with more information here but I’m excited as if you know me I have to have a purpose in my learning.

Another area is learning the frequency in our plants mainly herbs and flowers. For th past several years I’ve been making my own shampoos hair rinse as well as pain relievers and other things from the herbs I grow due to the number of chronic illnesses I’ve acquired. I have found that they help and also have given samples to friends who are addicted to the natural ingredients. I’m switching my diet over to Paleo also due to food that is affecting my body.

I’m excited to venture in this new journey and also to be able to teach what I learn to others.

I hope you will join me as we discover God’s plan for healthy living.

Here is the flower essence website: http://www.freedom-flowers.com/

Here is the healing frequency website:  http://www.healingfrequenciesmusic.com

My prayer gardens

I have a lot of prayer gardens in my yard and home. Its amazing after a while how these gardens do take on the personality of who I’m praying for.

For example, my inside my home are plants of people I know personally, and have named each plant by their name.  Over the last few years they truly have taken on the personality of the person I’ve been praying for.  Recently I was moving one that was getting filtered light and thought it was slow growing.  When I picked it up to move it I found that in the darkness it had grown twice as much but I’ve seen this plant stand tall, not dropping.  It gave me a new perspective in praying for this person.

Another time I had a Ivy that was growing rapidly and I was going to move it so it could spread out a little more in another location.  Being on a bookshelf I hadn’t noticed that one of the ivy stems had merged in a book and was rooting in the book!

Another time I had moved a plant as I felt the Lord tell me there was a story with it.  I moved it outdoors and it started to die and so I moved it back in, and had placed a vine in with it that I connect other plants to as well.  Within a year that person had moved to another climate and realized she needed to be home and have the connection of others to survive.  God has showed me how this journey now created a new person in her and the vine is spreading inside the pot as well as beyond.

My outdoor prayer gardens are my African Prayer garden, The Church of Brookings Prayer garden and also my herb garden is from my Selah prayer group and other personal Bible studies I’ve belonged to.

I’ll post pics of my gardens later. Its Fall and things are starting to turn for the next season which is a lesson in its own.

learning to be content

My husband likes to remind me occasionally of quotes I’ve made to him when life seems as if we can’t seem to get past our circumstances to meet our goals.

For three years I worked with the same clients in home care and I grew to love them over the years. We have a great relationship that up until a few months ago I was too stressed to see what was going on. I was in school and had just finished when I began to think things that I prefer to not mention. Like I had stated before I had a mindset that I thought I had to match my husband’s income to get out of our debt quicker, pay off the house, and be able to do the things that we wanted to do above the mountian of medical bills that had piled up between Dani and I in the past year.

When my employment ended at the nursing home, this couple hired me back on call for now. I feel as if I am back home.

Several months ago as I was driving to their home to work when I was on the day shift, the Lord reminded me of something I had prayed for several years ago.

Hubby and I’s dream was to eventually buy a piece of property out of town, make payments on it until we could afford to put a manufactored home and it and sell where we are. I wanted to have an ocean view that I could look out at every morning the sun rise and the boats as they were going out to sea, sipping coffee on the deck and having my devos.

One day my client’s husband and I were standing in the kitchen and I was looking out the window and I realized, that God had given me my dream.

So it wasn’t in the form that I was hoping (for one thing its is a stick built home!) and it really wasn’t my home, but I was able to go to work, have coffee in the breakfast nook and watch the sunrise either when I got off work in the mornings, or watch the boats leave the port when I got to work during the day.

I also took pictures of deer roaming on the property and playing in the field below.

God had given me my dream then and He returned it to me when I was done with this past journey.

Do I regret my education? No. I was able to do that while working. I don’t regret any of what I’ve gone through in the last six months. I admit I had thoughts of telling them that the prodigal has returned home, but my Oford American Dictionary states that my experience was not prodigal material as I was not wasteful or extravagant in my journey. I increased my learning in taking better care of those that I do care for already.

In learning to be content I have now been able to let go of the fear of being retired and still living in the same house I am in now. It really doesn’t matter as I really like this home and the area I am in. There’s still a lot of work to be done here, but we’ve got plenty of time to get it done.

Being content is not easy when you watch the outcome outwiegh the income, and watch that the things that you already have get worn to the ground and you can’t replace them like you would like to and have to do without for a while.

But contentment means that all of our needs will be met when we need them. Apparently I don’t need my family room as the old dining set is there, as well as parts of the kitchen that we are still working on when we found the pipes were leaking, not to mention the master bathroom where the former vanity is still taking up a small portion of the master bedroom until we can get the floor put in.

But I am content with where God has put me. I am His employee, even though at times I still ask “Why me?” Because even though I made the choice to work for Him, He first chose me.

As I stated in my last post I am working on a Daniel Lenton Fast between now and Easter.

In my own opinion and for some it may seem as a warped sense of thought I do see a connection in my employment ending on Fat Tuesday. God wanted me to change some things in my thought life as well.

I started actually a day late with signing up with Greg Dickow’s Postive thinking Fast but so far it fits for what I turned from what could have been thoughts of failure of a goal I had set a year and a half ago to seeing it as just a change of direction, not a failure of a goal.

I’ve heard people tell me that I’m taking my firing pretty well. I’ll admit some days the old thoughts like to pass through, but I have learned to remind myself of verses such as Prov 3:5-6 “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. Acknowledge Him and He will direct your path”and Jeremiah 29:11 “I have great plans for you, ‘Says the Lord’ plans to prosper you and not harm you. Plans to give you a hope and a future”.

We may not see how all things work together that we do in our lives except when as it states in Romans 8:28 “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose”.

When circumstances change God’s plan doesn’t

With this mindset of working as God is my employer I’m learning that circumstances may change but His plan doesn’t.

Several years ago when I started working I wanted to go into nursing but I allowed fears to come in that made me change that direction. No matter what I have done in the last several years God still had that plan in motion.

I’ve learned over the last several months that there are many areas in nursing now that were not available in the late seventies/early eighties.

The Nursing home facility is not for me. I thought it was but as I look back just in the past couple of days the stress of trying to keep up with things that sometimes aren’t pertinent to a job was just has hard as working the job.

Over the years I’ve had the op to working with various stages of people in thier lives from those have lived with mental and physical disablities to the elderly and those that have been abused or have abused their bodies with alcohol and drugs. I’ve enjoyed that atmosphere as I enjoy working with a person on a one on one basis and learning the person’s ablity and strengths and helping them to achieve the goals that they set for themselves.

I’m not a vindictive person and I don’t like to try to fight for something that I find others are more qualified then myself. I find that I spend more time apoligizing for having an “attitude” and correcting it then if I didn’t have the attitude to begin with it. When its time to move on, I am learning to take it gracefully, knowing that my time there was done to best of my ablity and that I did it for God’s glory and not my own. Yes I am broken hearted for a time, but its a normal reaction when you find that circumstances have changed. When you realized that God is the one you are working for, the plan stays the same.

What is next in this journey? I don’t know. I’m waiting and listening. Praying alot. I started today with a Lenton fast, something I haven’t done for many years. I’m still going to stay with a vegetarian lifestyle as its healther for me.

Like my title states, my circumstances may change but God’s plan doesn’t.